I'm caught up in the middle of a dream
one without purpose, and the other ones just make believe,
make me believe please.
looking through the spots on my lenses dried up saline,
wishing you were here right now, but your not,
your somewhere else completely.
and I could have been much stronger,
I should have let it go,
now you resent me subconsciously like you should, just like you should.
adjust your heart and mind,
adjust your thoughts combined
digest it how you will,
learn how to be kind.
and I hope you can forgive me for trying to walk away
when things get tense and ugly its fight or flight,
and I never want to fight again.
credits
from Silflay,
released December 1, 2022
Cud Eastbound
Producer Jim Bryson